By Alexandria Suhadolnik
The book Wintergirls, written by Laurie Halse Anderson, is a graphic, brutally honest, fictional story about a teenage girl who struggles with an eating disorder that threatens her life. Her obsession with food and being skinny affects not only herself but also the lives of the people around her, including her family. Anderson’s novel is vivid and graphic, but exquisitely grabs the reader and pulls them into a depressing yet heartfelt story of a teen caught in a world where defined by physical appearences.
The book begins by introducing the main character Lia. She is an 18 year old high school girl who lives with her father, stepmother, and stepsister Emma. Lia refuses to visit her mother who lives in the same town but in a separate neighborhood across town. Lia’s mother, a cardiologist, and her father, a professor, have successful careers that consume much of their time. Therefore, Lia spends much of her time with her stepmother and stepsister.
` In the first chapter of the book, Lia is informed by her stepmother of the death of Cassie. Cassie and Lia had a 9 year long friendship that ended recently. Cassie was found dead in a motel room with no signs of foul play. Lia wonder’s what happened to Cassie, and if it had anything to do with the reason she and Cassie had to end their friendship months before.
Lia begins to reminisce about an incident that happened months ago when she and Cassie were in a car wreck. Lia was driving and passed out at the wheel. Lia was taken to the hospital needing medical attention, but Cassie was unharmed. After undergoing medical attention, Lia’s blood tests revealed signs poor health. The tests showed signs of malnutrition pointing toward an eating disorder, anorexia nervosa. Lia, being dramatically underweight, was sent to a rehab hospital to learn healthy eating habits and bring her body back to health. Cassie, having her own eating disorder, bulimia, informs Lia after the accident that the two could not be friends anymore. Cassie blamed Lia for negatively influencing her toward an unhealthy lifestyle promoting skinniness.
Throughout the book, Lia is forced to undergo routine health checkups by the school nurse and her stepmother that includes recording her weight and forcing her to eat the right portions of healthy foods. While Lia was undergoing a checkup by the school nurse, she reads a detailed article in the local newspaper about the death of Cassie. Lia, began to feel guilty, remembering that Cassie had called her numerous times the night before she was found dead in the motel. That night, Lia chose not to answer the phone. She wished she knew the reason Cassie called and if she could have prevented her death by answering the phone.
Lia explained throughout the novel the different times she has had to stay at New Seasons, the rehab hospital. She described the steps she was forced to go through to work on overcoming her eating disorder and poor body image. Both times she went, she entered with what she believed was a great body weight, but was considered dangerous according to her family and doctors. She thinks the time spent there was unhelpful and that it only made her fat and feel even more negatively about herself. Both times after leaving rehab, she would work to get back to the weight she was before she was admitted. Lia goes great distances to deceive the people monitoring her health to think that she is making progress. She manually adjusts the scale to make her weight appear to be heavier, she sews quarters into her robe to add pounds to her weight, and she makes sure she’s drenched from a shower before she steps onto the scale. Lia is constantly concerned about any fat she can see on her body. She starves herself, counts her calories, and exercises multiple times a day to create a calorie deficit. Throughout the book, Lia sets weight goals for herself ranging from 85 to 75 that get lower as she loses the weight.
Anorexia isn’t the only self-infliction Lia commits. Her father informs her that eating disorders are normal and can be overcome, but cutting her skin is not an option. Lia begins cutting herself but hides the cuts with clothes. Lia also takes sleeping pills, laxatives, and other pills to help her sleep and maintain her desired weight.
A couple days after Cassie’s death, Lia receives a phone call from a mysterious man, Elija. He tells her that Cassie asked him to deliver her a message before she died. Lia visits Elija, but uses the alias Emma to hide her identity. She becomes friends with Elija and convinces him to go with her to Cassie’s funeral. At the funeral, Lia’s identity is revealed to Elija when her mom approaches her. Elija informs Lia that he only saw how unhealthy Cassie was at the motel and that she was stumbling around the parking lot. He claims he didn’t know how she died but had visited her for the couple days she was staying at the motel.
After the funeral, Lia goes home with mother whom she has chosen in the past to avoid. Lia’s mother notices Lia’s malnutrition and pressures her to eat and maintain a healthy lifestyle. Lia becomes overwhelmed with her Mom and the stress of lying to everyone around her. Lia’s mother is the only character in the book that looks past the test results to determine Lia’s state of health.
The reason for Cassie’s death is revealed to the reader when Lia tells of a promise the two girls made in the 8th grade. The two girls, both striving to be skinny, made promises to each other to be the skinniest girls in the school. Lia’s mother informs her about what exactly killed Cassie. Cassie’s bulimia drove her into a highly dangerous physical state that with the mixture of pills and vodka, caused her death in the motel room. Lia begins to feel guilty and is driven into a major state of depression.
Lia visits Elija a final time. She tells him of her eating disorder and problems with cutting. Lia passes out in Elija’s motel room due to malnutrition, scaring him into leaving town. Elija leaves Lia a note informing her of what Cassie asked him to tell her. Cassie told Elija to inform Lia that she had won. Cassie was referring to the bet they made to be the skinniest girls in 8th grade. Lia becomes overwhelmed with sadness and realizes her body is shutting down. She calls her mother and tells her to come get her at the motel and that she might want to call an ambulance.
Lia, moments away from death, is revived by the EMT. After leaving the hospital, she is sent to rehab a last time. The consequences of her lifestyle hit her dramatically when she learns that she isn’t allowed to be around her stepsister because her stepmother doesn’t want to expose her daughter to Lia’s problems. Lia, stunned with the ramifications of her decisions, decides that she finally does want to get better. She realized how close she had been to dying and decided she wanted a different outcome in life than that of her deceased friend Cassie. Lia’s epiphany changed her way of life. She had finally decided that she wanted to lead a healthy life.
This novel was extremely depressing but could be considered a wakeup call to readers. The novel is appropriate enough to be on the shelf in a classroom, but may not be fitting to teach a lesson on. It would be a great tool in helping a student dealing with an eating disorder considering it is easy to read and explains Lia’s story in explicit detail. I wouldn’t recommend this book for anyone looking for a leisure read, but would recommend it to a reader needing it for health purposes.